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Report | 05/01/2017 6:00 am

Lacrimosa Destinere

I have social anxiety now so it's really difficult to have conversations. Maybe someday, I'll be able to visit you. Someday, probably...

Report | 04/30/2017 6:05 pm

Lacrimosa Destinere

I don't think anyone is good at making a suicidal depressed pessimistic person feel better. You did your best to help and that's good enough, Mr. C.
Knowing that someone is there to listen feels comforting. It would've been better if I could talk to you in person. It's difficult to find people here that listen.

Report | 04/29/2017 1:42 am

Lacrimosa Destinere

To be honest, talking about all this won't do any good. I think it's just hurting both sides. I'm sorry, Mr. C. I really didn't want to talk about something so depressing.

Report | 04/28/2017 8:55 am

Lacrimosa Destinere

Thank you for believing in me, Mr. C.
I'm aware that my state right now isn't right. I just don't know how to recover from it. I try so hard to be optimistic but I'm tired of it.
It's so frustrating to be in this pessimistic fearful worried suicidal depressed lonely state because I don't want to be like this.
I'm aware that there are people that care but I just don't believe it. I keep on telling myself to hang on to dear life but I just get more pessimistic.
I'm so miserable, everyone around me thinks I'm miserable, and I think society thinks I'm miserable.
I just wish I don't have to think anymore. This brain of mine is broken.
I just wanna give life the middle finger.

Report | 04/27/2017 10:08 pm

Lacrimosa Destinere

I still try to dance but it doesn't feel fun, more like a chore. Anything I do now doesn't feel fun. I'm just forcing myself to do them. They just make me feel tired and annoyed.
Family, relatives, and my country's society just keep pressuring me and pulling me down. I'm sick and tired of it. Humans are so terrifying. Their eyes always look like they're judging me.
I want to run away and hide from society. I'm mentally drained. I'm just so tired of being optimistic and hoping.
I just want to live in peace but it's not an option at all.

Report | 04/25/2017 6:37 pm

Lacrimosa Destinere

That's just how life goes.
You don't have to feel useless, Mr. C.
Thanks for caring.

Report | 04/25/2017 6:27 pm

Lacrimosa Destinere

Don't worry, Mr. C
I'll be fine.

Report | 04/24/2017 6:26 pm

Lacrimosa Destinere

I wish I was still the carefree me but due to circumstances I've become miserable. My mental health is deteriorating.
The funny thing after attempting suicide was that everything just continued like nothing happened. I have the injuries but that's it. I keep wondering why I did it because in the end, I'm still alive and miserable. I failed to die.
I don't feel grateful. I just feel empty.
It's like falling down and getting seriously injured. You sit down and realize you're alone and in pain. Then you realize you have to stand up again and continue on like you never fell but the injures say otherwise.
This place is suffocating, Mr. C. The pressure of society is too much. I'm too worn-out. I'm so tired.

Report | 04/23/2017 7:55 pm

Lacrimosa Destinere

Does that mean you're not going to do anything about the pain you're feeling?
Don't you want to stop feeling not well?
Unfortunately I don't have anything that's keeping me busy. I do have a swollen bruised forehead, chin and chest after attempting suicide last night. Too bad the wire snapped before I completely died.

Report | 04/20/2017 5:44 pm

Lacrimosa Destinere

Oh... This is an obvious suggestion but I'll still say it...
Why don't you go to a dietitian? Or any professional that can help you with your obesity.
Seriously, Mr. C, I don't want you dying on me.

Report | 04/17/2017 11:02 pm

Lacrimosa Destinere

Happy Easter, Mr. C

Report | 04/07/2017 7:00 pm

Lacrimosa Destinere

Oh. ok.

Report | 04/06/2017 5:24 am

Lacrimosa Destinere

Why did you suddenly think of that question, Mr. C?
How about you? How would you answer that question?

Report | 04/03/2017 6:58 pm

Lacrimosa Destinere

That's a very difficult question...
I think if I could go anywhere, then I'd travel to all the countries I want to visit. I'd meet all my online friends from different countries and give them hugs.
I'd do all the extreme adventure that I always wanted to do. Eat all the food that I always wanted to eat. I'd buy all the things I ever wanted.
If in 24 hours, I can leave my country permanently and live in the mountains in a different country then I would do that too. I'd go somewhere peaceful surrounded by evergreen trees and maybe a lake. Maybe somewhere in the alps to be precise.
I think that's it. 3nodding

Report | 04/01/2017 6:40 am

Lacrimosa Destinere

Ohhh... good luck playing those games. Go win them!

Report | 03/29/2017 5:56 pm

Lacrimosa Destinere

Ohhh, so you've been addicted to playing with your ps4, huh? xD
lol, it would melt their brains.

Report | 03/26/2017 6:04 pm

Lacrimosa Destinere

Where have you been, Mr. C?
Have you been busy going places?

Report | 03/03/2017 3:18 pm

Lacrimosa Destinere

If only I could. Too bad everything revolves around money.
What are the good places in Mississippi, Mr. C?

Report | 02/20/2017 4:47 pm

Lacrimosa Destinere

Hi Mr. C
Don't worry, I'm always doing fine.
Same old same old. Nothing new out of the ordinary.
I hope you're done fine yourself.

Report | 01/22/2017 12:22 am

Zenzokii

It was aweesoommee ;-; I'm just upset that I never took pictures! Definitely gonna be my costume for next year!

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