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Weight of My World
The shades of fate flow over my horizon and I am tarnished.
A darkness rages within me and can not be sated anymore.
The loss of hope is the most sacred of all disasters a man can face.
I have been on my own for far too long.
Death is the easy answer, but I wish to continue.
These chains of paint flood over my horizon and I am varnished.
The darkness changes within me to something I can not control.
My loss of soul is the fate I have made for myself.
Loneliness wraps its arms around me like a song.
Life is a challenge and my skull hurts.
I have broken all the promises I've made to myself:
The road traveled has not been what I wanted,
I am not who I hoped that I would be by now.
The release of death would be so pleasurable,
But there is too much left undone, unsaid, incomplete.
I hunger... no... I lust for the dreams that I had for myself.
I enjoy all the things that you find evil in this world.
I toss my inhibitions out the door with your faith.
I am tired of the oppression that you bring to my life...
Leave me alone or I will ruin you.
I gaze in wonder at the clouds as they play in the light of the sun,
Infinite beauty reflects and refracts the light into a million colors.
If only that beauty was reflected in the way we treat one another.
The petty prejudices and animosities drive us all to hate.
The misunderstandings and useless urgencies of now blind our eyes to this.
I care not for solutions to our problems as I like the way things are.
Tis a pity that we are so paranoid of change that we grow to descriminate.
Apathy is the path I chose and my internal darkness raptures in that decision.
I feel the rage and racist moments flit through my mind and I...
Conceal my true being for sake of keeping my place in this society.
So to hell with love and adoration, to hell with world peace!
Everything that is now will matter to no one in the future
As all that we do will die with our memories as we settle into the grave.
All I can do is wish that my grave is far away in time as I...
Tread the waters of the way this world is now.
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