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i like editing my pictures. got an issue with it?
dont care. [:
i'm nikki.
i'm fourteen.
i like to roleplay.
i want to be a photographer, or a writer.
although, i've dipped into modeling and hair styling.
i dont want to be what i want to be because it's "cool" or "scene",
but because i have an actual appreciation of the subject.
i love when i find a beautiful picture with great contrast and color,
and beautiful midtones. i'm also partial to unique angles.
my friends are my oxygen.
my mom is my sunshine.
my books are my water.
my music is my food.
my little sister is the world i revolve around.
i'm terribly thankful for everything i've ever gotten,
and live with no regrets.
some people dont like how i, "just get over" things,
but in my opinion, living with guilt is living with hate for yourself,
and i dont want that.
i'm confident, but not cocky.
i'm humble, but not always down-to-earth.
i'm caring, but not clingy.
i'm friendly, but blunt.
and you know what?
i'm not changing for anyone.
and, i used to have big feelings for someone.
but, it turns out, they were telling everyone else that they loved them, too, and that they were so jealous of other guys because they had someone he wanted.
not to mention, he had a girlfriend.
so, he, obviously, wasn't worth it.
i haven't had my first kiss.
sue me.
thats something that you'll always remember,
and i dont want to waste it on someone who wont be worth it,
or will take it for granted.
i just haven't found anyone who i want to share that with.
i thought he would be worth it.
i was wrong.
i'm a proud christian, and am getting stronger in my walk with christ. but, dont get me wrong, i wont preach to you.
i'm not into shoving religion down people's throats. not to mention, i sometimes swear. but, not as much as i used to.
i listen to basically everything.
right now, the top played song on my iPod, is "Four Minutes (To Save The World)" by Madonna.
last time, it was "Piano Lessons Can Be Murder" by Dr. Acula, if that goes to show you anything.
i have a best friend.
her name is tori.
she's cooler than you'll ever be.
i also have these other friends.
and their names are anna, michaela, danielle, and kaite.
they make me almost pee myself everyday.
i love my mommy.
she's better than yours.
times ten.
my little sister.
i love her like crazy.
my little cousin.
oh wow. just wow. [:

i like hugs.
give me them. :D


here's some fun facts:
three teens self-harm per hour in the UK.
in 2003-2004 24,087 were hospitalized for self-harm in Australia.
3,000,000 Americans self-harm.
they need help.
we need to help.

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This Is What Happens When You Give A Fourteen-Year-Old Girl A Keyboard.

Once upon a time...

Bascially what the title says. I'll post whatever crap I feel like here. CAUTION: There might be ALOT of venting and "emoing out" in this Journal. [:


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~.Cit says moo.~

Report | 06/10/2009 10:46 am

~.Cit says moo.~

Hey!
The-Identity

Report | 03/28/2008 12:28 pm

The-Identity

I love yours too! Thanks! =]
Jammay

Report | 03/12/2008 11:48 am

Jammay

Person below is a n00b.
Kaji Ookami Taiso

Report | 03/12/2008 9:41 am

Kaji Ookami Taiso

Your just mad because all dudes want from you is sex, you come on here to escape your reality and hope to be happy, but when you go around talking s**t to people it doesn't do anything but shows how stupid and naive you really are. Who cares about online popularity, I am only here to kill time and get gold, no you are the n00b b***h.
King Sole_luver

Report | 03/12/2008 9:33 am

King Sole_luver

random comment!
UNKN0WN xx

Report | 03/10/2008 10:53 pm

UNKN0WN xx

thanks. (: everytime i listen to the video, i keep hearing.

"there's a party in my pants, yummy yummy!"

xD
brutal bombs

Report | 03/10/2008 5:15 pm

brutal bombs

HEY WHO'S THAT ****** IN YOUR VIDEO?
UNKN0WN xx

Report | 03/10/2008 9:58 am

UNKN0WN xx

I LOVE YOUR MULTIMEDIA. xD
DumbBlondex

Report | 03/09/2008 6:51 pm

DumbBlondex

The video you have on your profile really freaks me out. User Image



....Yet I can't stop listening to it D=
brutal bombs

Report | 03/09/2008 6:23 pm

brutal bombs

Hey. I just wanted to stop by and say that I love you, darling. Please don't do it. Everything will be all better soon, princess. Daddy loves you very much. Just please. If you love Daddy, you'll stop.

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