About

Bonjour!




Thanks for taking the time to click on my profile. So, I'm sure you're interested to know a few things about me. Well, I am a virgin, vegan, and a philosophical God's child. Philosophical meaning I only live by the moral life teachings of the bible and not the mystical aspect of it such as witches, demons, angels and an invisible father in the sky. I have personal beliefs of how people should conduct themselves in society like making sure they're always assisting the community and helping it grow. That's why I personally enjoy donating blood, volunteering at food pantries, shelters, and nursing homes. Even though that is all certain, I don't believe in judging people for how they live their life so I don't try to convert people to veganism, Christianity, or anything else I stand by. I believe God or whichever type of thing you might call it made everyone a certain way for a reason and that's why everyone looks and acts different. Only God can judge so I leave that up to him. Of course I have opinions on certain things but I want to make it known that it doesn't mean I'm judging anyone or looking down on anyone. I don't comprehend why people immediately think that if you're presenting an opposing opinion, this clearly means that you're against them and are willing to exclude them. Contrary to popular belief, I have tons of friends that aren't vegan, virgins, or Christians. I talk a lot on here to find others who share the same opinions as me so don't be alarmed. I do this because I am very alone. I don't have friends in real life. There are people I have met in real life and talk to in real life but I still feel like I have no friends and that I'm always alone.

In terms of hobbies, I currently play the violin. I've always wanted to play some form of instrument but never had the time or money to fund such a hobby. I am thrilled that I have the ability to pursue this and am ready to do my best at playing this wonderful instrument. Aside from playing the violin, I like to sew and embroider. Making my own clothes has been an activity since age twelve. I live to make very special and unique pieces in my closet where most of the garments are one of a kind. I will be displaying some of my creations on my profile soon. I also really like math even though I don't know how to do it sometimes. I enjoy music, I love going to the museum, I live for going to the ballet, I indulge in cotillion and etiquette classes in the city, and just anything fun and exciting with culture. I've only been to an etiquette class twice in the city and ended up meeting some nice people. I would do it again if I knew where else to go. The last cotillion I went to actually gave mini French lessons as cotillion is an 18th-century French dance based on the contredanse, so I do speak a little bit of French and am desperately trying to learn more French so I can one day speak it fluently but who knows what's to come?

I currently live alone. It's difficult for me to live with others mainly because I like having my own personal space. It's been a problem of mine for so long. Growing up, I've been fortunate enough to have my own bedroom, but it never felt like mine since the people I lived with in my family easily always walked in and I would never get privacy. Speaking of my family, we never really seemed to enjoy time with each other. I had grown up in a relatively broken home. My parents would always argue and it was mainly because they were too different from each other. Eventually, they got divorced and ever since then, the family and I have all gone our separate ways. I haven't seen anyone in my family in a year, and it really hurts but I feel it's for the best. I never understood any of them. Especially my mother who controlled a majority of my life growing up, forced me to live all of her childhood ambitions and she secretly tried to live through me for the longest time until it ruined who I was mentally and emotionally to the point where I started drinking underage, and even began experiencing a sugar baby lifestyle in hopes to move out sooner so I could be who I really was. Nothing sexual ever happened with my sugar daddies which I'm thankful for. They all treated me like a daughter.


So anyway, I've had things pretty terrible for the most part. People have spread lies about me, tormented me, excluded me, exploited me tried to rape me, and genuinely tried to destroy me. It has gotten to me over the years where I actually attempted suicide once. Those days are over though as I try to rebuild my life and focus on what really matters. People with their actions and words only hold as much weight as you allow them to hold and I've realized that nobody is in control of my life and emotions but me. I try to remind myself of this everyday, and I'm here to say all of this in hopes I've reminded you too. All I really want is a safe haven for everyone because everyone deserves happiness in my honest opinion, but only when they are an individual that respects everyone in every form, and works as much as they can to build a better world.




Thanks so much for reading!