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u want the story of my life? well then here it is. as a kid i was always beaten by my parents. my dad used to get really drunk. he would grab me and tie me down and take off my shirt and take his cigarettes and burn my arms. he would hit me with a leather whip until my back would bleed(i still have scars). up until now i never had any friends. i would be made fun of by the other kids. they would call me fatty and sir fatass exc. (even though i was a bit more on the skinny side) i forced myself not to eat and got sent to the hospital. my guitar was my only friend so i often played it alot instead of playing with the other kids. from kinder garden to now (7th grade) i still get rejected by the other kids... in the lunchroom instead of sitting at the tables i sit in the corner, hiding behind my hair and cutting myself. nobody talks to me in class they are all afraid of me even the girls and one day this girl told me every girl in the school thinks im cute but they are more afraid of me cuz this boy wouldnt stop making fun of me so i punched him in the face. he got a broken nose, fractured jaw, and dislocated jaw. (this next sentence is talking about the sixth grade) one day in school i met this boy named graeme preston you may have seen his name in the news paper. we talked almost everday and he was about a year older. we became friends and life wasnt totally bad untill about two weeks when he was skateboarding with a boy named kevin clawson and an 80 year old b*****d in a minivan hit them both. kevin was in a coma for about 2 and 1/2 hours until he died. graeme was in a coma for about 3 weeks and two days until he died. i didnt get to go to his funeral because his family didnt know me. about 1 month or two months later i saw this boy in my music class ( music class is the only reason i go to school) he was playing guitar so i went over to him and we started talking and i thought maybe he isnt afraid of me.(just so u know his name is ryan) he introduced me to a boy named andrew over the phone about a week later. he said andrew played drums. to this day me and andrew are best friends and me and ryan are still friends but me and andrew are way way closer like almost brothers. but his other friends dont except me along with my entire school and my entire family. im kinda worried his friends will tell him not to be friends with me anymore. but now this boy in school named jordan keeps bothering me and one day i got so fed up i accually brought i knife to school it was a small swiss army knife and i brought it there but i wasnt sure wat to do. should i kill him and then kill myself? should i just threaten him with it until he stops calling me names? u know the usual fatass retarded b*****d with no friends yata yata. but these were crazy thoughts!! im usually a harmless kid... well sure i scare the teachers, the kids, sometimes my family and even myself... wait i lost where i was... umm oh yeah! sure i scare all those pplz but i wouldnt hurt a fly unless u know it was man-eating evil fly... but yeah here is wat happend... in the lunch room i was sitting next to andrew and neither of us had lunch and he said u wana go get lunch and i said sure its on me so we went on line and this mean popular girl was behind us and she cut in front of us and looked back at andrew with a real nasty face and she started making fun of him she started saying his nose is way to big. i said to her yeah and ur nose is perfect (then i kinda put on a face of sarcasm) she said oh yeah it is perfect and then i said yeah ur daddy must have payed alota money for it i mean did you see it before and after what a change! it went from ugly to uglier. then she kept saying how hes ugly and he cant get girls and i jumped in and said then how did he make out with ur friend amber??(he really did make out with amber and just so u know amber is really nice and the hottest girl in school and well this girl was about the complete opposite) she wouldnt stop talking so i whispered andrew to not listen to her he said he wasnt and it was so funny how she kept going on and on while we were kinda looking away and totally ignoring that b***h. it got so annoying i finally put my hand in my pocket and flicked the blade of the knife open and held out about half of the handle and i said shut up or something bad is gonna happen and her face froze and she ran and told all her friends that i told her i was going to stab her if she didnt give me all her money and it was kinda clever of her cuz she is rich and she has alot of friends and they all went to the principal and said i was gonna kill everyone in the school and all this bullshit so i told she principal the real story and andrew told them the same as i did and if andrew is reading this, thanks for telling them wat really happend bud. but our stories were almost word for word and we got in even more trouble cuz now they thought we rehearsed it so basically 250 kids said i was gonna stab her if she didnt gimme her money, 180 kids said i was going to kill everyone cuz i felt like it and me and andrew were the only ones who told the truth besides one cafeteria lady who saw the whole thing besides the knife. so as u might think we lost... and now everybody in the school believes these ridiculous fake stories and now the kids and teachers are ten times more afraid of me now and there is a possibility i might go to jail but i think im gonna be on probation or whatever u call it and yeah now im a so called "criminal"... so yeah im not even legally alowed to leave my state so umm yeah my life pretty much sucks a billion times more now... crying crying crying but hey, its not all that bad im starting t get along with andrews popular friends smile but everyone is still afraid of me and i met this girl and we went out for likr 2 weeks and she bagan to turn like the other girls like just afraid of me crying and we broke up but its ok im not really sad idk why im just not... 3/6/09 i was beaten in a basketball court. i dont mean i was beaten in basketball, i mean three boys around 14 years old grabbed me and held my arms back and started punching me in the stomach. here is how it happend, one day i was bored so i took my basketball and rode my bike down to the court down the street and when i got there i started shootin some hoops and after a while i got thirsty so i got my water bottle and started drinkin and these three boys come out of nowhere and one grabbed my bike and slashed my tire and ran away and one grabbed my arms and put them behind my back and the other kid started punching me in the stomach and it hurt like you woundnt belive. they hit me so hard i started crying. finnaly after like three punches in the face and like 5 in the stomach and one kick in the balls i had enough. i kinda shook myself from side to side and slid my arms out of his hands and elbowed him in the stomach. the kid who was holding me fell down holding his stomach and the kid who hit me jumped back in shock that his friend was on the ground and he held up his fists and threw a punch at me and i jumped back and grabbed his hand and pulled his arm behind his back and i smashed his face into a pole and he fell and the kid that slashed my bike tire came running to help and i kicked the kid who first held me down and the kid who slashed my tires run up to me and he grabbed my hoodie and(surprisingly with perfect aim) i kicked him right in the balls and now i had three kids down so the kids just got up and ran away and i gathered my stuff and walked my bike home with all my bruises. and now im pretty much sore.