About
Hey, I'm Miena... my full name is Tsumaranai Unmei Mienaku Naru. In Japanese, "tsumaranai" means "valueless", "unmei" means "fate", and "mienaku naru" means "disappear", breaking down more literally into "fade away" then "go out of sight". I'm only called Miena, though.
I'm quiet, shy I guess. I don't get out there much because I'm destined for sadness. It's no one's fault, it's just who I am. Don't look at that and say "but I can help!" because it just won't happen. The best thing you can do is just... just take me as I am. I have only a few friends I'll really talk to that can make me smile. One I actually met on gaia. (:
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So... um... I’m kind of a hard person to describe. My mood changes a lot and such… Im usually kinda depressed, even if I don’t seem to be. I'm just trying to keep going, you know?
I suppose you could say im a mix of goth, rocker, and emo, but im not like a stereotypical emo… I hate labels, they have no point. Who I am is just Miena, nobody else. And I don’t care if you are any of those labels, or anything else. You are you and I am me. Why is that so hard for people to understand?
But whoever you are, if you need someone to talk to, feel free to contact me. I am probably the most tolerant and non-judgey person you will meet. I also like to help people out… heh, ironically enough I can usually help other people yet if im faced with the same problem I cant help myself.
Anyways… im a total anime freak, so if you are too will most definitely get along. Without anime I swear I would just drop dead.
Music is also the core of my existence. My favorites are rock and J-Rock. (Rocker for life!)
I love to read. The longer the book the better. My newest favorite book is called “The Shape of Water” and I definitely recommend it. Wuthering Heights is no light read, but it's also a favorite.
I write a lot of stories and poetry, and I'm just learning to draw…
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Stats:
Name: Miena
Age: 16, in 10th grade
Gender: Girl
Occupation: I’m a ninja-in-training.
Location: USA
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Things I like: running, walking in the woods, dancing in the rain, reading long books, talking to random people, being alone (sometimes), hugs, big pillows, comfortable black jackets, the internet, my bed messy but my desk neat, staying up late at night, witty jokes, pain, love, learning, Anime, music, reading, writing, martial arts, history, and psychology...
I am a total anime freak and a hopeless romantic. I like challenges. (as long as they don't make me feel stupid...) I live off of music, mostly Rock, J-Rock, and the like... I love changing my look all the time. I have really long hair though, so I can't do too much with it, except for putting temp color in it. I wear long pants and jackets almost all the time.
I am kind of a deep thinker and im very sensitive to the people around me. (remember the ‘emo’ comment above?) I am used to being called ‘weird’ and ‘crazy’… I don’t know if I am though. I know im not normal, at least according to this society’s standards. But normal is different for everyone though, right?
Things I don’t like: being told what to do and how to do it, being yelled at, people who are mean/cruel for no reason, posers, being called a poser/wannabe, pain, love, loneliness, saying goodbye, rejection.
I don't like how easily I cheer up sometimes. I don't like being mean to people (though that's kind of a case-by-case deal...) I don't being angry or frustrated. I don't like being asked obvious questions. I hate being left alone... and I really hate disappointing or hurting people...
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Oh, right. I think it’s time I introduced you to basically my “multiple personalities”......
First off, there's where I'm just sad... think like the picture of the little lost orphan child, with the big eyes and look of abandonment and hopelessness. I cry a lot, don't talk much, and feel very very lonely.
Next is the desperate personality. That's the girl with the pleading eyes who would do anything for you if it means any form of approval, acceptance, praise, love, etc. This is when I have all but given up and all I'm gonna ask for is just one person to say, "it's alright," and that'll be all I need.
Then there's when I am just depressing. I'll have a "what's the point?" attitude and everything is a drag. I may complain a lot and be very lazy. Life holds no interest for me, except for like music and anime or something.
Now we come to the cynical/sarcastic/slightly-paranoid personality. That really kind of explains it. I don't trust people and I will laugh about my pain. Pretty pessimistic.
Lastly is my happy side…. This just means my mood is alright. I’m usually like this when watching anime or listening to music I like, or talking to someone I like. I can also get pretty hyper but that usually happens when I'm over-stressed...
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Me at the moment…
(this will change as I do, the rest pretty much won’t.)
Well, checked my gaia for the first time in like... a year. Right now I'm kinda confused, and kinda excited but a lil scared for summer.
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Okay… well… this is me.
I like random PMs and comments so send me some if you want to be friends. (:
with love,
miena
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<[Tsumaranai Mienaku Naru]>
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as far as avatars go, I guess this is pretty close to what i look like...
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[[//quotes...\]]
"Is it hard understanding?
I'm incomplete..."
"As I fall to sleep
Will you comfort me?
When my heart is weak
Will you rescue me?
Will you be there
As I grow cold
Will you be there when I'm falling down?
Will you be there?"
"Why are pretty girls on your list of things to be afraid of?"
"Because they can make you fall in love with them, and love is on my list of things that can hurt you."
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