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The invisible string keeping me here
I know is about to break
As I'm standing on the edge
I'm about to fall into hate

I'm mourning for the purity
That used to lie inside of me.
Swallowed up inside the fury
Of losing eveything.

Detestation odium revulsion disgust
Abhorrence hatred animosity
Seven words, only one meaning
Don't lie to me
Don't try to confuse
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you!!!
(Even when I'm screaming
My feelings,
You don't seem to hear!
Can you feel my animosity
that is everything of the essence of what I used to be)

You took it all away from me
And left me to my tears
Now I'm hanging onto insanity
About to break my single string

Detestation odium revulsion disgust
Abhorrence hatred animosity
Seven words, only one meaning
Don't lie to me
Don't try to confuse
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you!!!

You used to be my heart
But when you took and left it died
I attempted to go, to hide
Do you know how hard I tried?
Until I finally realized...

Everything is lie
You are a lie
Your words are a lie
Those emotions? A lie.
An invisible string
An invisible tie

(Don't say hello, I'm saying goodbye)

Detestation odium revulsion disgust
Abhorrence hatred animosity
Seven words, only one meaning
Don't lie to me
Don't try to confuse
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you!!!

But a sliver of me is still holding you
How it hurts, this thread suffocating me
Keeping me from killing you
Yet keeping me alive
I hate you...
but without you I'm dieing inside...