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My emotion comes out in a familar liquid form
As puddles on the floor.
Splashing every droplet of that little bit of blood
Draining my very core.
So red, so dry, so hollow
My eyes are so very sore.
Sorry was never enough for those who never said
That forever would be good for them.

A cascade of pearls swirling like fabric
That trails to the ground.
Black like onyx love from a being born
Who couldn't hear the sound
Of a heartbeat that dissintergrates into
An emptiness already bound
To be broken by the little shards of life
That breathe like a blade of a knife.

Guilty conscience pays no mind
to the overflowing pity.
Mouths refuse to tell the tale when everyone
Waits, sitting.
I said I didnt' care anymore and all of it
Was a lie for me.
And if I had the strength to flee
I would surely leave.

A cascade of pearls swirling like fabric
That trails to the ground.
Black like onyx love from a being born
Who couldn't hear the sound
Of a heartbeat that dissintergrates into
An emptines already bound
To be broken by the little shards of life
That breathe like a blade of a knife.

That sliver of hope never goes away
And everyday that it seems to stay
I can't find a way from the constant pain
I face with my own faultered shame
Everyday every moment all the time
I wish for forgiveness of all the kinds
A bliss that never touched my lips
And left me to stare at all of this

Crimson that has come from my very soul
Everything leaking. I'm no where near whole.
I'm no where near sanity
I'm no where near antipathy
I'm no where near piety
I'm no where near felicity
I'm lost within the hollow hearts of a
Broken record, repeating.
I'm mortified by the very sight
Of my sable existence bleeding...




**I was inspired by Kyle for this one...**