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I'm feeling really dizzy right now...probably from exhaustion. You'd think it would teach me to go to bed when I need to, but the internet is a sickening addiction. Oh well. I have two nights to sleep. Yay, woot, and all that s**t.

I finally broke up with my boyfriend after almost two years of loving him. Sickening, really, that I would let it go on for that long. Love is such a stupid emotion. I despise it. Huh...funny little oxymoron there...hating love. >.< It doesn't matter now, though, since what's done is done, and this time, it will not be undone. I've made sure of that. I'm okay for now, however because I haven't seen him since the time I broke up with him. The reality of it won't hit me until then. Then I'll realize that I have no companion anymore, be all lonely, wallow in self-pity and guilt for a few months, and then I really don't know what will happen. But for now, I can completely predict what's going to happen. I hate break-ups. >.< I hate them sooo much.

Soooo...what else is new.....
Well, right now, I'm bored as hell, since Zohw and Charly decided to leave me right when I got back online again, those bastards. -.- Leaving me all alone to write this bullshit without intervention. How horrible of them.

Tsk tsk. I need to lose some chunk...