Wow, I haven't written in this thing in quite a while, have I. Where to even begin...
Well, regarding my last entry from nearly a year ago, it seemed that Noe was perfectly fine. Just a little overstressed from school and such. Ah, how I hope that she is doing fine now... Guess I should write down recent events for clarification.
Noe and I are together now, and are even living in the same apartment together along with Haevan (and temporarily Eli for the time being). We got engaged back in November, but... recently she has gone missing. She's been kidnapped and taken to another world. I searched for her for days- and still am searching actually- but the trail just leads to an empty warehouse before vanishing into thin air. I know she's not on gaia anymore, but I still can't help but look occasionally, just in case some new clue, leads, or sightings turn up.
Frankly, I'm worried sick. I know Noe's a strong girl, but... It's just that sometimes she's so innocent and naive, you know? I can think of two incidents where she was backed against a wall and couldn't seem to free herself from her captor. And when I tried talking to her about it later, she was completely ignorant of several different methods that she could have used to escape. This situation is a bit different, I know, but I can only pray that she is fighting hard and is not in any immediate danger.
But what if she does manage to escape from her captor? Then that leaves her lost and alone on an alien world somewhere. Would that be even more dangerous than being held captive? I don't know. I can't know and I can't look for her which is driving me nuts right now!
... I haven't been reading as much lately. Or listening to my music. I just can't do it anymore- not until we find Noe somehow. I don't even want to eat, although I know I have to. I just feel so ill thinking about all of this... I try not to think about the situation too much when I'm at home though cause of Eli. Did I mention he's an empath? Yeah... Anyway, I'm sick of writing for now. Think I'm gunna go for a walk to try to clear my head. Maybe even find some inspiration for methods of world/dimension travel along the way...
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