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I want to kill you
Rip out your heart that stopped beating long ago
Don't want to feel you
Close, to, me, anymore

My need to strip you of your breath
strip you of your sight
strip you from me
I need to be, without your blood coursing through me. . .

Immortality is nothing without my identity
You, should be ashamed of what you took from me
If I don't have myself why have the sanity
why have the morality. . .

I want kill you
Rip out your heart that stopped beating long ago
Don’t' want to feel you
Close, to, me, anymore. . .

Marks on my neck!
Marks in my blood!
Your presence is evident. . .
The moment you touched me
Then I had enough!

Alone. . .doesn't mean alone. . .anymore.. . to me.
I'm not the spawn of you I swear. . .
Even if in all of me you're there. . .
Don't you know I hate you?

I want kill you
Rip out your heart that stopped beating long ago
Don’t' want to feel you
Close, to, me, anymore

My need to strip you of your breath
strip you of your sight
strip you from me
from within me. . .

The moon is my sanctuary
And I have the cold as my blanket from the warmth
The warmth that used to bring me felicity
Is now my second enemy
beside you. . .

My lust for death
To keep my breath. . .
So I can steal yours away
My life, my eternal existence with you; my prey. . .
Your worthless life is my hope forever
my demise will never!
Come to pass; until I hold your. . .

I want to kill you
Rip out your heart that stopped beating long ago
Don't want to feel you
Close, to, me, anymore

Your worthless life is my hope forever
my demise will never
Come to pass. . .
Until I hold your heart in my hands. . .
. . .. . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . .

Sadistic twisting let me tear the skin from who. . .
Silent whispering, cautiously creep into the window. ..
let GO!
Release all my agony, that stays as a part of me!

When the moment is now
Flawless for the first strike
Burn at his hair
And start carving with my knife.
I'll smile as he yelps in pain
Strapped down with no escape
Start peeling away his skin. . .
Because there's no other way! And then. . .
With this wooden stake. . .
I'll strip him of his remaining days. . .
With this wooden stake. . .
I'll just take it all away. . .
If I took it all away. . .

Where would I be?
What will I see?
Just his dead face with my facade. . .
Where would I be?
What will I see?
His heart in my hands?
Judge me in sin. . .
Where would I be?
What will I see?
If there could be more. . .
And not so much gore. . .
Where would I be?
What will I see?
Since he is dead. . .
My father is dead. . .

I'm just a child
A new lamb to this world
I'm just a puppet
A doll of a little girl. . .
See my eyes wide
Curious and naive
But I'm not alive. . .
So what would I be?

Where would I be?
What would I see?
Just his dead face with my facade. . .
To tell that I did
What I think I wanted. . .
Where would I be?
What would I see?
If there could be more. . .
And not so much gore. . .
This life never ends
So judge me in sin. . .

I'm just a child
A new orphan to this world
I'm just a puppet
A doll of a little girl. . .
Innocent eyes wide
That mask the truth. . .
Mask what I hide. . .

Where would I be?
What would I see?

See my eyes wide
Curious and naive
But I'm not alive. . .
So what would I be?
If I'm just a lie. . .
Not an angel, nor human
What would that mean?

Where would I be?
What would I see?

Am I demon?
Am I corpse, the undead?
Am I a being
Worthy of any death. . .
Am I murderer
If I only took revenge?
Am I. . .
If I'm not alive. . .
I'm just a lie. . .
Cursing the man that ended my life. . .

As he is curled on the floor
Wrinkled and almost ashes, not more. . .
I will only spit at his corpse. . .
I will only. . .
Where would I be?
What would I see?
Just his dead face with my facade?
Where would I be?
What would I see?
To tell that I did. . .
What I think I wanted. . .

I want to kill you
Rip out your heart that stopped beating long ago
Don't want to feel you
Close to me anymore. . .
Then if your already gone
How come I can't move on
Why do I feel you?
Why do I see you?
Why don't you disappear. . .
Why are you here?

If I kill you
Rip our your heart that stopped beating long ago
But still feel you
Close to me . . . no. . . .
Please no. . . .
Please leave. . .
On my knees, begging. . .
Please no
Please leave. . .
On my knees, begging . . .

Why are you here?