I had gone to my doctor for my yearly checkup only to find out There are about 3 medications I need to be on. Blood pressure, stomach acid and depression. I guess there's a lot of bad stuff that can happen when you're 305lbs and severely depressed.
Thing is I haven't lost weight regardless of my efforts. I've done all I can and it's just not working. So if a nutritionist can't help me I will need to try surgery like the lap band since I don't want to risk the gastric bypass. Bypass is too dangerous to me, it's not reversible, and the lap band is so if i have to resort to that I will. I'm just so sick and tired of this weight, i hardly eat, i exercise as much as I can, i don't sleep much due to depression and stress I hardly can even eat without feeling sick everyday. i am trying so hard to stay happy, but it's just ....sigh. I'm working really I am. At least i'm not bitching about my weight and being on my a** not trying. I am actually trying.
 Shadow Rink Sama · Mon Dec 21, 2009 @ 05:35am · 0 Comments |
