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I wonder why I have such little self-confidence. In eighth grade I used to have so much self-confidence that if anyone didn't like anything about me or any work that I did it was obviously their fault, because I was flawless. So what changed? I've been feeling pretty down and unattractive today, even though I have NO reason to. I've become boarderline obsessed with how I look, and most days I'm not happy with what I see, even though I'm too lazy to do anything about it. It's weird, because I used to be convinced that I was THE most beautiful girl in the world and if anyone didn't see it...hello?! where they BLIND??? I'm probably prettier now than I was then, but I feel much more ugly. I wonder what brought about the change? ConVal maybe? It was definately sometime last year. Argh. I'm tired. I have to do homework now and listen to self-righteous teenage girl music and then I have play practice. Buhbyes. *blows kiss*
 Iridescence Lila · Sun Mar 18, 2007 @ 06:02pm · 1 Comments |
