Walking through the halls of my school I realized something about myself as I gazed at the valentines posters and sales signs for teddy bears and candies, That I try to seem like I dont care for these things when in reality I yearn for someone, anyone to give me a little teddy bear or just a hug on valentines day. To hear, "Will you be my valentine". I have a boyfriend, true. But for reasons right now he's not here to spend this day with me. So I still feel alone as ever as I watch people receive and give these gifts of care and love. All those years passing when I never received any I acted tough but inside I was pretty fricken sad. Who Really Wants To Be Alone On Valentines Day??? Even when you have someone. If they're not there, You Still Feel Lonely Right? I guess I'll buy myself chocolate hearts and plop myself on the couch and read one of my dark romance books. Happy Valentine's Day.
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