I have a problem.
I'm in love with my best friend's older brother. Like the kind of love that you would die over him for, you know? Where you'd sell your soul to protect him and give him happiness until you have nothing left..
He's Korean, six years older than me, but we have the best fun whenever we're together. I love hanging out with him; it's the best. We always go bowling (he doesn't let me win, though), and we've had a few food fights making cake before. I can't go a day without saying his name, even more thinking about him.
I just.. can't get him out of my head.
But when it comes to the fact of me confessing to him, there is a total drop in my confidence. So I've been trying to set him up with this Korean girl (older than me), because I want to forget about him and make him happy, but whenever I bring it up, he says he doesn't want to see anybody until he gets his college degree or whatever.
GOD. I love him SO much, but I can't be with him. Not like he would be with me anyway.. Geeze..
Angel Dove · Mon Feb 05, 2007 @ 07:26pm · 0 Comments |