Why can’t I cry? No matter how hard I try, I can’t cry. I need to, but, for all my stupid pride, No matter how hard I try, I can’t cry. There’s this feeling inside Like Hoover Dam, Tons of water building up inside But, no matter how much I need to relieve the pressure, I just can’t cry. I”ve trained myself that way, you know. I couldn’t deal with all the pain. I made myself numb. I had to. It was self-preservation. But nobody understands. Now people are dead, and I should be crying. I miss them, but I just can’t make myself show it. My parents yell, my friends suffer and die, my cousin has a baby, my sister overreacts to everything, my best friend is distant, my boyfriend’s a hermit, and I don’t know why, but I just can’t cry. No matter how hard I try, I can’t cry.
loco_baby · Fri Jan 05, 2007 @ 02:02am · 0 Comments |