neh... all of the poems i've written so far.....
these are some poems i wroet a while back. if i skip a line that means it's a new poem. i was really angry and depressed... espesilly since i was with my dad. i moved out and am doing better... so heres some poems to read.
I’m crying in the middle of the crowd
No one can hear me scream
I’m crying out with all of my heart
But no one seems to see me
(chorus)
I’m bearing my soul
I’ve opened my wounds
I’m trying to find
The reason why
I’m screaming aloud
I’m losing my self
In the darkness of your light
I will never find
I will never find my sight
(vs. 1)
Just ignore me
Because that’s what you’ve done all along
Don’t act surprised
When my soul finnaly breaks down
If you touch me
I’ll die inside
Just because you think you can
just means your a lie
(vs. 2)
Frozen soul come to life
Bring back what you stole
Their bringing down the slyth
Their killing me with their eyes
(end)
And it hurts
But you can’t see
And it kills
But you can’t breath
So selfish to think
I could crawl to you
So I’ll just let you go
While I become new
this next one was about me moving out of my Dad's house. it really hit's home... i still love him thought....
(Chorus)
I’m breaking the chain
Finally free from blame
It’s sad the game you made
You’re losing your claim
I can’t see myself
I’m not screaming for help
I’ve loosened your grip
It’s no longer my hell
(vs. 1)
I don’t see why
You tried so hard to control
When you knew in the end
You would end up sold
But I guess that’s what it means
To forget what you lost
That way no one
Could see you turn and toss
(vs. 2)
The nightmares now plague you
The darkness is yours
You cover yourself up
You dress wounds and sores
I’m sorry I hurt you
But you hurt me first
You no longer bind me
You’re the blame you thirst
(End before chorus)
I tried to help you
I lavished my love
But you turned it down
You’ve slained my dove
Guess you’re on your own
Guess you’re lost
I reached my hand down
But you’d rather be gone
thease next ones were for my boyfriend when we first started dating... i was really insecure... but now i'm not!! ^^
How can you love someone who doesn’t exist?
You’ve forgotten my dark side
The one that tears us apart
You’ve forgiven my saint inside
To hold me from the start
How can you love me
When you don’t know who I am
How can you say you want me
When all you see is what I can
When will you realize
That who I am today
Is my darkest side
My saint has gone away
You can’t love something that has no face
You can’t see how I am a disgrace
Why do you toy with a broken heart
Why can’t I break yours apart
You see some other girl
I see what in the mirror
Break my life into pieces of my soul
See what’s real and not what you’ve been told
I can’t see you and me forever
Our doubts were a never
This is my high school dream
I’m not something in between
How can love last forever
When you’ve never even met her
I will not see
I will not dream
My sacrifice of roses
You have to know this
My blood runs deep
Scared to dream of sleep
My soul is lost but found
I can hear the sound
Breaking in my ears
Feel the pain that seers
It’s over
i have more but..... i'm lazy! next entry perhaps!
my soul hungers for a taste of light
mistress of darkness blankets my night
serching for the answers to a life that never ends
i hope for once i wake up from this nightmares friend
wake up my soul and open my eyes
blindly i stumble across your lies
hold my hand high and end my pain
wake up my heart with your healing rain
let water become my souls waking dust
blow away my hearts resting rust
clouds of understanding sufficate my mind
let my wake up free from your side
like oceans of rainfall i'll stay in your wake
im walking in darkness of dreams you forsake
let my mouth open wide to reveal my broken side
wake up my life with your leaving bind
i'm frozen in place
with your 'saving grace'
bound by your eyes
and spilling lies
two sides of story
never compleate
holes in my hearts skin
i admit your defeat
(EDIT)
poar down your lies
in someone else's eyes
let them worhsip you
life ends; i'm through
i'm dieing in my sown up dreams
mended toghter by what you mean
staring blankly at my lifes age
dieing inside your gillded cage
tell me
tell me, tell me your darkest fears
painted forever on hearts so near
tell me, tell me your deepest thought
so mortal it can be forgot
tell me, tell me your childish love
the one that dropped from hell above
tell me, tell me your most secret soul
the one that i forever know
tell me, tell me your mirrored pain
the one that looks like crystal rain
tell me tell me do you know
that i am the one who has come for your soul
tell me tell me your thinning light
the one i take that you hold so tight
tell me tell me is it true
that i will forever be you
ook this is not a poem...
but it comes strait from my heart....
i'm sorry to all who i hurt
but you got your wish...
i'm hurt to...
i dont care for love...
or petty dispair...
i'm done with the mascerade.....
and now the mask comes off.....
i do love ppl....
but now i dont know what to think....
so i guess you got your wish.....
it hurts...
and i'm dead on the inside now...
save your sorrrys for another day...
and your love do the same....
just give me some time to bandge the wounds
that are on left on my heart
 Yukiaku · Mon Dec 11, 2006 @ 03:46am · 0 Comments |
