I think I talk about Brian too much. But that in itself only proves my liking of him. Such a cutie he is. So unlike most of the people I have dealt with the last 18 years of my life. He makes me laugh. I'm not easily annoyed by him. Rather I want to annoy him. Yet, I don't want to date him due in fact to my shitty-dating history. But maybe with him it'd be different. I doubt it though. So many doubts. Le-sigh.
This was pointless. Then again most journal entries are pointless. I feel so emo now. I'm gonna go kick a puppy.