Hello, i just realized i'm hardly ever here and that no one else is either. I haven't recieved a coment or anything. But that doesn't matter the moment. right now, i want to complain about two people. You don't have to read this, i'm not twisting you arm. You can walk away at any time.
Jeefy: >.> the b*****d isn't being really nice lately. The day of his b-day he was OH so adorable and cute and affectionate all over me, touching me, kissing me, stroking me >< but I must say it was too much for me to handle. You see, all year before he ignored me, i had a crush on him and he knew, but he didn't do much but sorta reject me nicely. But things changed recently, and he's been all cute and we've both told each other that we won't go out with each other. Anywho, he effects me like no one else so i got nervous, confused and flusttered when he started being affectionate. Apparently i pushed him once too many and he blew up at me and told me he wouldn't touch me anymore. Then we talked about it, and i thought we were good. But today he almost made me cry completely acted like I didn't exist. It really hurt i was angry and emotional all shitty macro class. sad i thought i was going to cry. ANd i DON'T cry for ANYONE!
Next matter is Curtis. >.> oh boy do I ever have a crush on someone. And i like him alot, like i wanna ask him out and tell him how i feel and i don't care if he rejects me, cause we'd still be the best of friends. too awsome. Anyways. Saturday, we're both going to a mutual friend's b-day and i'mma tell him there ... biggrin after about two months, i'd have to say i'd better grow some balls. my best drinking experiances have been with him. lol. I should tell you about that week i spent mostly hanging out with him. but that'll be for another time cause i get bored of these blog journal things quite quickly... biggrin
Jeefy: >.> the b*****d isn't being really nice lately. The day of his b-day he was OH so adorable and cute and affectionate all over me, touching me, kissing me, stroking me >< but I must say it was too much for me to handle. You see, all year before he ignored me, i had a crush on him and he knew, but he didn't do much but sorta reject me nicely. But things changed recently, and he's been all cute and we've both told each other that we won't go out with each other. Anywho, he effects me like no one else so i got nervous, confused and flusttered when he started being affectionate. Apparently i pushed him once too many and he blew up at me and told me he wouldn't touch me anymore. Then we talked about it, and i thought we were good. But today he almost made me cry completely acted like I didn't exist. It really hurt i was angry and emotional all shitty macro class. sad i thought i was going to cry. ANd i DON'T cry for ANYONE!
Next matter is Curtis. >.> oh boy do I ever have a crush on someone. And i like him alot, like i wanna ask him out and tell him how i feel and i don't care if he rejects me, cause we'd still be the best of friends. too awsome. Anyways. Saturday, we're both going to a mutual friend's b-day and i'mma tell him there ... biggrin after about two months, i'd have to say i'd better grow some balls. my best drinking experiances have been with him. lol. I should tell you about that week i spent mostly hanging out with him. but that'll be for another time cause i get bored of these blog journal things quite quickly... biggrin
