Philosophy... or just something you don't wanna hear...or is it truth?
The only stuff I write about in my journal is controversial so if you can't think for yourself and think that what I write is insulting to you; then you must be a neanderthal.
helping...
Earning someone's help or giving help you really can't avoid it And sadly you can't ever help it. because someone is going to give you a job and that someone is going to give you money for the work if you never ever need to depend on someone you are more than likely a thief to some degree.(cheater, pick-pocket, purse snather,bank robber, etc) and wether or not that's entirely true does not matter because you are a person your self and if you never depend on anyone that would imply you don't even help your self , ever.
All you can do is accept that you are always helping someone and that can keep you happy forever, well as long as you really are helping someone otherwise...
All that happiness is fake and all you are left with is a feeling of emptiness.