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:sigh: Im a loser. I should really really make this a private journal so no one can see my thoughts.. because if they could.. She would kill me.. gonk I had an overall good day.. Little dull, but thats what school entails.. I've started writing every morning i have computers so if you actuallly want to get into my head, use that. My weekend will be fun though, saturday, trying to get tickets to the rodeo.. sunday.. i might go paintballing with the teachers and some guy friends and some of my friends.. i dont know if i will though, its either that OR the rodeo, with one of my best friends. Its kind of like this.. Its either not going with Pehrie and not getting to have a great time with one of my best friends (and meet hot cowboys and see cool horse stuff) or go paintballing. The paintballing thing would be way way way fun, but i mean, its expensive, i dont have money, It hurts (which i can live with). then again.. one reason i cant say.. and i would get to shoot teachers.. Paintballing is a way cool thing to do and i will probably regret not going. :sigh: but... i dunno... Then monday, if she gets the pass, my friend Kate (shes like 40 something) is taking me to see the grand prix! so that would be another cool bonding time.. shes gonna teach me everything i need to know about being a groom so i can make lots of mula this summer! She rocks.. Ok.. i have to go deliberate with myself.. gonk