I am alone I am utterly alone. By the time you read this, I will have jumped plummeted off the Winter River bridge.
ok, so maybe not, but i am pretty upset tonite all the same.
ever felt completely unwanted or out of place? i had this high going about an hour ago, and then i did some reading...and my high kinda went kaput.
it's like, i'm the puzzle piece that was stuck in the wrong box, so i don't fit in anywhere in that certain puzzle...
nice analogy Erin. thanks.
so yea, anyways. i kinda feel like im just here, doing nothing, serving no purpose, just a nuisance, especially to someone i seriously don't want to be a nuisance to.
i wish i could be 10 places at once.
i feel dejected. there, that's the word im looking for. DEJECTED.
i know i sound horribly depressed, but im not usually like this, honest. it's just one of those nights. i feel useless and unwanted, and its a really REALLYshitty feeling.
ChibiNurikoChan · Wed Jan 05, 2005 @ 07:42am · 2 Comments |