Wow i havent updated since summer..so sorry people.(Like you even read this)Might as well update...I started high school like 2-3weeks ago.
The first day was cool.I got to see all my friends from middle school and i met a guy who looks like a blonde version of wade.It was so very freaky.><(Whats even weirder is that i didnt get lost whatsoever until the second day.)I only have a class with my friend ryan so he the only one i get to hang out with (cept at lunch i hang out with 2amandas and rachel.)so 11 people have asked me if im going out with ryan.
The second day i figured something out about myself.Im majorly attracted to goth guys and idk why.Theres just something about the way they dress how they act and etc is what attracts me.I have no idea why though..goth is like the opposite of me im cheerful and flirty and the stereotypical goth is serious and dark.
The next week of school i made like 3 new friends and one of them is a girl who i use to hate from middle school.I also started sharing a locker with someone(ruined my chance at having an organized locker this year>< wink
This week I went to a football game and made 2 new friend.(both guys)one of them is a junior and the other one is a freshman.The freshman kept hugging me and then he asked for my number.He called me today(saturday) and well hes now majorly obsessed with me now.(He keeps calling me cute and hot)I dont like him back though and i dont want to hurt him..I dont get it what is it guys like so much about me?
all that stuff made me realize im becoming a different person.I shall list the reasons why i say that
1.I dont call ruth anymore and i used to call her everyday.(i hope i dont lose her)
2.Instead ive been calling kimmy simmy everyday cept sunday.
3.Ive made alot of friends who i would have hated last year
4.More guys are starting to like me
5.I've taken an interest in glol clothing style (and i hate skirts and stuff like that)
6.one minute im super shy and the next im super hyper
7.Plus most of all..Ill have momants where i cant talk to anyone and i just think about things until i drive myself mad.
Then again i was shy and worried bout what others thought about me until the middle of 8th grade.Am I turning back shy or something else...whats happening to me?
mood:contemplative
music:Random Christian and Smile.DK songs
animegirl285 · Sun Aug 27, 2006 @ 12:45am · 0 Comments |