So remember that one person that i talked about? well guess what. she's doing it again. and what kills me the most is that she's my best friend, but she wouldnt even tell me she may be pregnant. one of our shared friends had to do it. i hate that. she just feakin makes me want to burning_eyes . she's got a new boyfrend, and he's ok, but he's taking her down the wrong path. he does drugs, drinks, fights, and over all is just a bad person for a relationship. he cant keep his promises. but like everyone keeps telling me, i cant make her decisions for her, it's her life, and i cant do anything to stop her from having her mind set. and she's 16. she's dead set on having kids at 19. she's too young, she's still got a lot to learn. i just hope she knows, everything she does, gives me the ok to do it to. and you know what? outside of my own morals, like not doing drugs, smoking, or unprotected sex, im pretty much gonna see how far i can push her. lets give her a taste of her own medicene for a while. i can tell you right now, as soon as my boy, my first real love, gets out of jail (caught drag racing), sally wont be so virgin any more. that's all i have to say.
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sally_cool · Mon Aug 14, 2006 @ 03:09am · 0 Comments |