I have problems with coping with the things in my past
I always bottle things up - hoping the memories won't last
I sometimes hoped that good things would come
I guess the light on my wishing star went numb
I often drown out my thoughts with loud music
I think that I'll start trying tomorrow
But that's on the bottom of my to-do list
I'm stupid, I'm lazy, and I'm just no use,
Although I hope you're smart enough to realize
That I wrote this for you.