So much has changed since my last journal entry. I have graduated and got a job as a vet tech. I am now living comfortably with the love of my life. We just recently got engaged and look forward to a beautiful gothic wedding in the coming years. As well as added three new critters into our lives. Unfortunately with all this joy there is still some heart ache. My partners mom still wont talk to him or admit all the pain she has caused. Even when the rest of her family accepts the two of us. I also lost my rock my family dog this past October. She was 17.5 years old and had been with me thru all my pain and joy as I grew into the women I am today. And as most people are experiencing right now with this virus outbreak my dad is in the hospital slowly recovering from it himself. I am so glad I have gained a new rock in the man I love. He has shown me strength and humility that I needed so I could become my own being. He has been here for me just as I have been for him. Its a very 50/50 as it should be. I dont know if anyone reads these but I will press on. If you are in an abusive relationship and think this is all I deserve that no one will put up with me. Please feel free to read my previous entries. I was there too...it can be extremely hard to get out of them alive. Access help if you need, contact people who can help get you out safely. Do the best you can to stay out even when you body is screaming and craving for him back. You deserve better and to be happy. And yes you can find someone who will treat you with the respect you deserve.
Lilly Tehnia Community Member 
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