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And so i figure since i havent spoken out here since last year, again i rampage on with my words of senselessness (or so you think...)
What is with society!!! THey are so involved with the materials around them, they cannot simply smile at life around them! I walk home, and seeing the rain, hearing my music i start to dance and get caught up in the movenment, another person looks at me, thinks im under the influence of drugs and walks to the other side of the street. Why? Is it that weird to be simply happy? I know this world is eventually going to hell... or it is, so why not smile at what we have? Sure i saunter to work and am confronted by another "LATTE! MEDIUM! EXTRA DRY!" ... yah, thanks! You know you could smile, be nice, share a little joke with me, and make this life lifeable!
I was walking downtown in my city and passed by an older man with an oxygen tank. I smiled at him (something i have gotten into the habit of doin to all who need a smile in their day) and he gets this giant toothless grin and says "afternoon lass! Glorious day, aint it?" I smiled brightly and he just laughed, merrily, and him and his aid carried on. Carrying on home i meet my roomie, freaking out over exams, hair does, new jeans, how her job isnt going, how she needs food but cant afford gas... and on and on and on... She takes one look at me and thinks im weird. In this time of moving on and carrying everythign on our backs i walk in teh door singing a tune and movin away. SMILE!! Everyone needs to. You know why? Cause of the world we live in...
We need the sadness, the pervertity and the anger (not at the levels they are... but well, its needed i guess) for if we dont konw what true unhappiness, that need to just curl up and cry untill we are an empty abiss... then i guess we wouldnt know what happiness is. But we dont need to feel that way constantly!!!
So if you meet some weird chick in the pouring rain outside, dancing away and singing at the top of her lungs, smile, it could be me trying to make my roommate smile from another issue...
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