alright so i kno no one reads this but me... so lets just lay it all out on the table. i joined this AX guild thing and i just want to meet nice ppl to talk with and meet up with. not that i don't already have enough friends to converse with, but i'm not sure if they're just keeping ties just cuz i run the damn thing. i mean i'm sure theyre not, they call me regularly and half of them forget that i'm even working masq, let alone running it. arg i hate not being able to cosplay with my friends. and i really hate not having time to make something really spectacular. but thats another subject for another post... if i even have time to do that.
so anyways these ppl don't know what exactly i do, these ppl only kno that i work cosplay events, i could be a peon, i could be the manager of the whole damn thing no one knos unless they read this thing. and remember, no one but me reads this damn thing. so like i msg someone who obviously doesnt bother to re-read his posts. i mean god damnit he spelled hotel wrong! hottel! and plus! pluse! wtf is that. and in x large font. soooo annoying. He's the guy who self proclaims to be hated by everyone. so i said omg spell check please. you make my glasses cry. and then the mod of the board is like ' well your bad grammar makes me cry.' and i'm like , in my head. b***h i was nice to you saying that i could put in a good word for you with laura, (not that i think she wants it, but whatever.) s**t i out rank laura by a long shot. she only runs masq ball.... i run the damned masquer- ********.
so the question is this, why do i feel so entitled? should i feel entitled? should everyone bow down to me because i run the Masq for the largest north american anime con.... the reason why this guild is even in existence?! one things for sure, i'm miffed. it will all blow over in a few, not a big deal. i just wanted to vent. i know i shouldn't apologize for my feelings but there is some slack to be given for people who don't know what i do. and hell i'm not the chairman, i'm not even the head of live programming, i just run a popular event and i'm just trying to do it well. god i hope i do well. please god let me do well sweatdrop
paraparaprincess · Wed Jun 07, 2006 @ 06:58am · 0 Comments |