guys are D*cks, i'm not gonna lie. but i cant help it even tho the guy i liked is a jerk, i still wanna be his friend. i dont know how to explain it, but its just that he's such a cool guy, and i really knew i shouldnt have gotten attached, andi dont kno last night i was definately pissed about it, but now im really not. like he's too cool to just turn away from him. im so confused. but then i was thinking last night, thats i'll finally get to chill with mark, one of my home-boys. and next weekend i get to see my sexy friend Zach when i go down to Ohio. so i guess even if i didnt chill with this guy, i have others that i can still with. anyways i was thinkin i'll just give him my email addy and phone #, and let him make the choice. cuz i really do still wanna be his friend. i guess its better this way tho, because now im not too upset that he is leaving.
what does suck is that my other friend did get attached to one of the carnies, to the point where she wants to do some crazy stuff to be with him. but thank god shes waiting until next year when she is 18 to do anything too crazy, i just hope he knocks some sense into her before then. because she should still go to college, and if she doesnt try next year in high school, everything will go very wrong.
yea so that all happened in one day. oh yea and my cell broke when it flew out of my pocket on a ride called the Freak Out. lets just say im not telling my dad until i really have to or i have anough money to get a new one. i'm gonna see if the shop can fix it, if not i guess im a bit scr*wed.
thats a lot i know, but im done so yea!
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