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I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try to force you out of my mind. The very instant the thought or even the mention of your name causes my heart as well as my lips smile. I'm even smiling right now as I write this. I can see the perfect image of you in my head.. from those cool dark eyes.. to those perfect lips.. and your amazing smile.. and cant' forget the baby hairs that are fairly visible if you pay close enough attention. Always wearing a Wife beater top showing off the upper portion of your toned chest, tattoos barely visible.. your toned arms all out with your tatted up arm.. that stud in your one ear. Your physique is so perfect.. such a turn on. It's all so perfect..that's the first thing I noticed about you when you spoke to me that day at work.
I remember so clearly..you were standing on one of those stepping stools when you suddenly started talking to me when I came into the same aisle. You were going on about how we knew each other and I'm denying everything you are saying until you start mentioning things about Shay. It finally dawned on me that you were her cousin.. I vaguely remembered you back in 9th grade.. you still looked pretty much the same but a little grown up, not much haha! Only grew like a couple inches since then and grew some facial hair, tatted up with an amazing body. You kept going on and on about Shay as I was staring at you.. I was noticing all the changes.. especially your tatted up arm and those perfect lips~ Omg is all I was thinking in my head. You looked absolutely amazing.. of course I thought that about any attractive guy I seen walking around amazon showing off their bodies. And thats all it was supposed to remain.. just a passing thought of mine.
I already knew you were way out of my league.. yeah I shouldn't judge based off appearance but.. in today's society you can pretty much depict how things truly are just by observing. A below average girl like me can always dream right? Once I got home and was able to talk to Shay later that next day I told her about our encounter. Never would I have known that a few weeks later that we would remain in one another lives for quite an adventure.
A couple weeks from us bumping back into each other I had finally moved into my own place. It was like perfect timing.. everything does happen for a reason ya know. Next thing I know Shay is telling me that you wanted to come over and check out the new place and just chill with her. I didn't think anything of it because you guys basically were family.. I told her that I thought you were just so sexy~ And your tatted up arm was a plus on top. She laughed at me of course, telling me I should try to at least become your friend.. I thought that was funny. I already knew in my head that even the idea of us becoming 'friends' was a long stretch.
I'm different.. I already knew that a guy like you wouldn't really think twice about a girl like me. I was average.. big.. weird.. and just weird. Lol. You just looked like the type that chased only after girls that complimented you. Above average females.. ones with spunk and attitude.. always have their hair looking nice, makeup on..nails done..styling clothes.. and stuff like that. I never really even thought twice about even trying to make conversation with you.. I figured the only reason why you even stopped to talk to me time to time was only for the sheer fact that you knew Shay was my besty and because of everything that was going on with Rashaad at that moment and time. So I kept conversations casual and kept on about my business.
I remember a couple weeks after moving into our new place.. my schedule for amazon switched. No more working overnights.. it was on the last night of my first week of my new shift when we had bumped into each other once again, talking about simple things. I remember you asking if I had ever given Shay your number that I had took down earlier the week before when we ran into each other at the gas station. I kept forgetting to give it to her of course. I honestly thought about texting your phone myself but never had the courage to do it and just left the idea alone. I invited you to our halloween get together we were having in a couple weeks. You said you would think about it.. something about having to take your son out trick or treating.
I'll never forget that night though.. only because when my shift was over I saw you again after clocking out and walking towards my car. You told me that you had gotten fired.. I thought it was a joke but you were being absolutely serious. Lol I offered to take you home since I was off work anyways.. it was raining out.. and you were scared of my driving haha! But we made it back safely.. the drive was kinda awkward though.. lots of silence going on.. To be honest I was shy and nervous.. I don't know about you. You were probably still upset about losing your job and everything.. Next thing I knew you were talking about coming over to see the house. I was open to the idea since Shay had mentioned that you were going to do it anyways.
When we got there Shay was surprised.. that night was funny..I actually attempted flirting with you after some persuasion from Shay! I totally failed at it.. after taking you back to your baby moms place and going back home I told Shay she should try inviting you to the Halloween get together just to see if you would come. I highly doubted it.. but she said she would. I remember her saying you were looking for a friends with benefits.. and I was jokingly saying I wouldn't mind being that but I know that would never happen. And Shay being optimistic saying how it could be possible. I knew in my head it wasn't. I told her I'm pretty sure he already has a few on top of his baby mom.
Little did I know that I was going to be seeing your face sooner than expected. It was a friday.. I was inviting one of my guy friends over named Terrence.. it was so that we could chill and what not. Shay had mentioned something about you coming over but I doubted it. But I don't know what she ended up doing but.. she got you to come over. I went and picked you up and we all were basically just chilling. Shay and Terrence had the googly eyes for each other and then there was me and you lol! I never saw what was coming next...
We all ended up drinking.. and somehow Shay managed to do something.. but you disappeared and next thing I know she's telling me that you went to go "lay down" in MY room. She gave me this look like.. you know what to do from here... and I was just all giggly and nervous.. when I went upstairs.. you were in the wrong room! But once I got you in my room I already had a strong feeling of what was about to happen.. and it was proven to be true..
You were already ready for me.. only reason how I knew was when I looked at you laying on my bed.. the tip of your d**k was already poking out the seam of your pants! Hard as a rock.. Now I don't know who sexualized who at this point.. my intentions were innocent. but yours weren't! It was like you were inviting me to sleep with you. Granite you were drinking and a little drunk.. I wasn't at all! I wanted it badly though.. from the first time I laid eyes on you up until this point. I wanted the D~ This was my window of opportunity and I took it! And OMG that night was simply.. A-M-A-Z-I-N-G~
That was some of the best sex of my life.. I remember that night so vividly until now.. I'll never forget our first time..one of the best times ever.. omg you pounded me so good that night.. almost all night. We went for like 3hrs~ You had me all over the place.. in all kinds of positions.. I think we did way more positions in that one night than we have ever done up til this point even! I know one thing.. I put you to sleep that night.. I still wanted more but boy was I satisfied~ Then the morning sex was just as good even though I was sore.. it was a perfect blend of pain and pleasure~ We had sex on and off all day.. God it was just so good..
After that weekend with you I already knew I was hooked on the sex.. Apparently it was just as good for you too.. you kept on coming back over for more.. and to hangout and chill. That's when our lovely.. chaotic..sweet...crazy..dramatic adventures started with one another. I did not know what I was getting myself into. And looking back on it now.. I wouldn't change a single thing that has happened.. it started off as simply sex/fun.. but as time went on.. and I began to figure you out little by little.. my feelings for you began to grow.. I was hooked.. you can even say that I'm addicted even until now. I'm addicted to you Carl.. and I just can't help myself.. no matter what happens.. I just don't want to let you go... not now.. not ever.. no matter what happens.. what challenges come to face... I don't want us to end..
I love you so much.. I don't think you understand. Even if we aren't together.. I have fallen for you..I'd do anything for you.. ride and die chick.. loyal to the end. I hope it never ends..
 iPiikachu · Wed Jun 17, 2015 @ 08:34am · 0 Comments |
