wow. it's been a while. last update was in January. 3nodding definitely been a while. wow. I don't know where to start. get the depressing bit over with. Things have been happening. Things have been coming to light that have been totally and completely screwing up my life and my stress-levels. I won't say any more than that, because this is the internet. You never know who is reading what, and this must stay as confidential as possible. So I won't say any more about it than that. But I hate it. At the same time, I both hate and love the person that brought it to life, and the person that is the root cause of all this. I'm being told I should go to councilling to talk to someone about all this by both my mom and my school councillor. I don't want to, but they should both know what they're talking about, and I've never before out and out refused to consider something that mum has said. So I think I'm gonna give in on that. However, mum is also saying I should talk to the person that brought it to light, and I'm refusing on that part. I don't want anything to do with either of those people right now. I don't care about how the one that brought it up is dealing with it. I know it sounds cold and heartless, but I don't. I don't care. ...... and I'm going off on a tangent that is reserved for my home journal. stopping now. on other updates, my grad ceremony's are happening in two weeks! eek I know, scary, isn't it? I can't wait, actually. I just went and gave the florists the ideas for my corsage today. It's gonna have silver ribbon, and a couple white mini-orchids on it. heart . heart it's gonna be so nice! and my dress is back from being fitted, and hopefully I'll lose some qeight before grad so it's slightly loose on grad day. I'm helping sell Banquet tickets this week, but I've not had that many people come to buy them from me, so i'm jsut hoping that they're going to the other people selling them. but, yeah. that's the basics of what's going on. until next time.
Koosei · Fri Apr 28, 2006 @ 12:20am · 2 Comments |