It's been a long time since I last stayed here, but it sure feels like way back the old school days.
I came back for a reason. I miss this place, and yet it sure feels like I have been on my own path again.
My friends from the past, they've left me but it got me further into realizing that you don't need them anymore as they have their own lives. It's hard to hold a grudge on people you've been against to and it's hard to move on to the ones we've known each other for so long and suddenly, dissappeared before your very eyes.
Ever since my best friend, Alexander died last 2 years, I still couldn't move on, yet it's still hard to move on.... For all that I cared for... gone.
Crying deep inside, I know it will not bring him back to life. But I am here, trying to live my life to the fullest...
I'll be 23 in a few days, I hope a new road of challenges will be open to me and hopefully see the light.
I'll try to stick to myself, be with my old friends, start anew and move on to a new life.
Many thanks to those who read this entry. Comments are always welcome.
~ JP
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