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First dream of the log, woohoo!
I recorded a song about losing Summer and the possibility of finding her again, and posted it online to ambiguous reviews. After a blurry period of time during which I can only assume I was contacted about my song, I find myself in a news station of sorts that isn't really a news station watching a video for the song as lip-sync'd by some pretty boy who is nameless. Shortly afterward I met with a business man who emerged from a room guarded by what looked like an Arabian knight. He offered my payment for the song in the form of a backpack, and I questioned it because of suspicion. He explained that his “operation” gets its payments from a source in Switzerland. The dream ended before I made a decision regarding the payment.
Alrighty, then. To begin with, Summer was a girl I knew waaaay back in elementary school, 2nd grade if I remember correctly (which is highly unlikely). She had this crush on me for about as long as I was there before she moved away. I was pretty indifferent to girls and crushes and such back then so I didn't really pay her much attention. Sometimes when I'm feeling really lonely I'll start thinking s**t like "What if I had returned her affection?" and "What if she's still out there, wondering where I am?" Of course, it's silly to think such things seeing as we were damned children at the time, but the lonely man's brain works in weird ways. Lately, however, I haven't had much reason to be thinking about her so it seems completely off that I would have a dream about singing a song about her. I mean, I'm crushing on someone else, brain; didn't my heart send you that memo?
Moving on, I can only assume the blurry period between me posting the song and me watching the video for said song was where I came to a close with the deal to make said video. But if that were the case, why would I agree to some random pretty boy to lip-synch my song? I mean, I'm not egotistical at all, but if the point or purpose of the song was to "search for Summer" then why would I agree to putting a false image in her head? So many questions regarding this. As a side note, the comments/reviews for the song were ambiguous at best; I don't remember a particular trend of positive or negative comments.
Finally, the businessman. I don't remember exactly what he looked like, sort of a mix of Indian and Arabian, perhaps? It would explain his exotic guardsman at least. He didn't seem shady to me, except for the whole "money in a backpack" thing. His "deal" that I refer to regarding the Swiss financial backing is more than likely the agency he runs for promoting/making videos for up-and-coming singers and s**t. If I end up becoming a popstar I'm going to shoot myself in the dream and then shoot myself again in real life.
That concludes today's dream and faux-analysis; I appreciate and welcome any thoughts or comments you might have regarding this dream. 'Til next time, may your dreams be serene and your awakenings peaceful.
Zephiur · Fri May 10, 2013 @ 09:34am · 0 Comments |
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