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A Silent Dream
He is like a dream come true. I never thought that I could ever feel this way! He makes me smile with even the smallest thing he says. He makes me laugh even when I feel like crying. I am as happy as I used to be before I started having problems with my depression and anxiety. The days that I used to be happy and I couldn't remember the feeling he has brought back. They say that love takes a life time to create with two people when really it just takes a second. The second that you look into that person's eyes and you were meant to love them you will know! It's like when gravity gets ripped right out from under you and it's not you that is holding them here it's them holding you together. It's like you would be there when ever they need you to help them or just when they want to talk and you would drop anything you are doing just to talk to them. The feeling of where you can feel your heart in your throat and it seems like someone could see your heart beating even though they can't. It's that feeling you get when they say your name where it feels like they have their hands on your shoulders and comforting you just so that you know that they are there and that they care. That feeling where maybe just maybe you guys were meant to actually meet in this same exact time and become friends at this right exact moment. You find yourself wishing you could stay up day through night just to talk to them even be on the phone and not even talk. That moment where you start to worry that maybe they are just saying this because they know that you are vulnerable because they know that you just broke up with your fiance and are going through a rough time. And maybe they are just saying it so that they can make you feel so good about yourself and post stuff like I am doing right now so that they can turn around and kick you into the mud. Maybe you were meant to get hurt by this person in the near future and you just don't know it and you are so afraid to answer their texts or calls now because you are thinking this.

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