Today happened unexpectedly. Last night (by pure chance) I turned on my phone. That's right... Cheese ACTUALLY turned on her phone. Shelly had texted me, asking me to come out for the day. I decided to go... it has been a long time afterall. So, I get up in the morning and Tim calls round. We go to see Shelly and then Lauren calls round... we all go out and bump into almost all of the old Roundhill gang. It was amazing... I saw the faces that were covered in tears the day I walked out of that old building for the final time... and this time, they were covered by smiles... ok so we met up in ASDA... and yes, I charged through the store screaming "OH MY GOD! LAUREN! MEL!"... I of course did a flying leap into their arms... and blocked people from paying... which was fun. We sat and talked for a while... not really much of a catch up. More sort of... me showing off my new lease of life... the new, confident me. I made them laugh for as long as we were there and to me, that's a success.
I saw some old boyfriends. The look on their faces when they saw how much I had changed. I wanted to laugh... and I did in fact laugh at the one who wanted to go to my school but didn't get in. I was in a complete black outfit today, plus black makeup and beanie... so I am a lot different from how they will remember me. Chav-like.
I chilled with Tim, Lauren and Shelly in Lauren's mega huge clubhouse/shed. It's amazing in there. Tomorrow, I will meet up with them again and hopefully we will go across the fields. It's placid and inspiring... most of all, calming. I love walking around here. I would go alone if it wasn't for the random gangs who hang around places. They're just bad news. I played on Shelly's one stringed guitar... and I actually played a song on it which was rather amusing... and then Shelly pulled my beanie over my eyes and said "It has one string, you pillock! Put it down!" But it was good fun.
Anyway, time is a ticking. I need to sleep early tonight because I have to get up for everyone. Who knows, maybe tomorrow holds some jackass style events! Well... actually... yeah. It's bound too. I'm hanging out with 2 lesbians and a guy who wants us all to make out. Jackass is bound to happen at some point...
scarylemming · Mon Apr 17, 2006 @ 08:57pm · 1 Comments |