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Mostly poems, stories, lyrics, art.
The Horror of Our Love Never so Much Blood

I cut out my heart
The day you walked away
There was never lover or passion from you
But that I never knew...

I held my bloody
Broken
Sitched
And bleeding heart....

The last suttle beats
Of my own fading life
I love you so
But you forced me to let you go....

The ligh fading from my eyes
My last breath sighing your name
The blood choked words
Struggling to say "I love you...."

Standing on the cliff
Where we first kissed
Frist filled with with love
Now blinded by pain and tears....

Slipping off the broken ledge
Almost wishing you'd catch my bloody
lifeless
Breathless body...

I watched from down under
I know where I am
Here it burns
But thats just fire
Pain
and suffering....

I watched myself fall hard onto the floor
loud snapping and cracking
from the now broken bones
with ruby warm blood gushing from
the lifeless corpse

You walked right past
Silent and sad yet pausing to stare
at the small dead girl
With eerie silence
with small quiet sobbs

Why would you cry?!
Why should you even care?!
You called me an abomination

I saw you fall
Fall to your knees
Holding the small little girl
Saying a few words over and over

Why did I die then?
Why did you go?!
You keep saying "I'm sorry"
or "I love you"

Now that I'm gone
You actually say
That you love me so...

All you ever did was cause
Pain and misery
I cried day and night
just because of our painful love

Noting happy would ever suffice
my pain was your pleasure
you made me suffer for too long

You drove me to depression
brought me to suicide
I caved in
and gave into death

I met death with a heavey heart
he was waiting for me a long while now
from what ive been told
I followed death
holding the rubby covered dagger

I ignored your words
from the world of the living
and kept silent

Your love killed me
and that's fine now
i'll be better off
at least this time...

Twurk it
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