Solitude, Day 14
My blackouts are becoming more and more frequent... At the same time, however, I'm learning to stay conscious more and more. I've also gained some control over my body during blackouts... If progress continues like this, I may be able to control them completely.
Your life is mine... This body is mine... Stop resisting, and you will never be hurt again...
I don't know what that was... But it wasn't good. It's been three hours since that was written... I've been pressing Lady Shizunel and Miss Kili for information, but as always, neither of them will say anything. I heard Miss Kili talking about it yesterday, my blackouts, but she wouldn't say anything specific. What is everyone keeping from me...? If this gets any worse, I'm going to have to choke the information out of them... And I don't want to do that. I would become an outcast, and a Sangdyasha Outcast is always a target for thieves, murderers, assassins, and other people with bad intentions...I hope it doesn't come to that...
Netatsake · Thu Sep 27, 2012 @ 05:16am · 0 Comments |