I'm really sorry. I wish I could hug you right now.... I'm feeling lonely. No one talks to me at school and I can't talk seriously with my family. I'm really depressed. I lost all my friends and I don't even know why. I just want out of school so I can start doing what I want. I want to go to Europe and go to college in England. Since I'm not learning more languages. Then I'll have enough money, because I'll be an engineer or something, and start traveling the world then cry every night because I lived my life alone and I'll pray to someone that's not real for immortality. I know I'm going to die. Everyone does. I don't want to. I'm afraid. It hurts just not breathing..... it's going to hurt when I die and leave all the people I love alone. I'm going to miss everyone. I love everyone. My heart hurts.... when I was little, I would cry myself to sleep, because I knew what death was. It's not painful though. It doesn't hurt at all....
Dappou Rock · Thu Aug 30, 2012 @ 03:39am · 0 Comments |