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Wow, its crazy that its been so long, It has been roughly a year and 1/2 since my last post. I finished two years at my university and decided to go in a different direction. Right now I have been in the United States Navy DEP program for a year (bummer i could have used the year), and am about to ship out on March 01, 2012. I have the rating of Nuclear Engineer and am rank E-3 going into the Navy, but i am really going for Special Warfare, to become a US Navy SEAL. New direction indeed.
As it is now, I'm completely ready to get out of this city and see what the Navy has to offer. Im 20 years old, about to be 21, have a six year contract with the Navy, but i have no reservations as to how the military treats its people, it is not the best, but ill have to see firsthand.
My situation at home is an odd one, and it wont be specifics, but ill put it down to either see how much of a fool I was at the time, or see what i thought. I love a girl I should not love, and it consumes me, I want to be the best so that some day I could make her happy. The feeling are not mutual, although there is something there, what it could be, I dont know. All I know is that I hate things about her, but I love her nonetheless. Maybe i'm an idiot, maybe i'm a creep. Oh, and it's valentines day.
What I want right now, is to be part of the special warfare community in the Navy, and serve my country with honor, courage, and commitment (XD). And, if possible, come back and be with the girl I love, (which will never happen lol, but i can dream). I feel as if i'm wasting my time, but right now, i'm enjoying my last few days as a civilian.
SolidGear00 · Tue Feb 14, 2012 @ 04:18pm · 0 Comments |
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