I know that these things really shouldn't be depressing unless you decide to keep a theme... But my theme is life. Not gonna get into any specifics (at all), but, when someone dies that you barely know but they are close to someone that you're close to, is it weird that you feel pain or grief like you did know them? I've been feeling this, lately, and I don't know what to think about it. I feel like if I tell this person about it, they'll just think that it's an elaborate form of pity, when I know it isn't. I'm thinking that it's because of the fact that I know they'll be going through pain, and it hurts me to know that... I'm not really sure. I hope that didn't sound like a different wording of the definition of pity, cuz I swear that's not what I'm feeling.
But... This is really random, but not really. Coincidences I don't believe in because everything has to happen for a reason, but I was (of course) on Facebook earlier today, and my one friend (who is a legit friend, I might add) posted this: "How lucky I am to have somebody that makes saying goodbye so hard." I love this for some reason... If you haven't noticed, I like saying a lot of words, even if I don't know how to put them all down. XD
forte_fortissima · Tue Nov 08, 2011 @ 03:06am · 0 Comments |