Did you know when I would tell you I loved you it'd either make me happy or shatter my heart? Did you know I still imagine cuddling up to you before I go to bed? Did you know I write all over my legs now because I constantly want to cut myself? Did you know I only hide behind this computer and choose not to call because I don't want you to hear my shaky voice? Did you know I still think and talk about you all the time even though I don't want to? Did you know I go out of my way to make sure I'm wearing something you gave me because it makes me feel a little special? Did you know I'm crying because I feel empty? Did you know I've felt like this most of my life? Did you know I didn't feel like this when I was with you? Did you know that as I write this I already know you're gonna lecture me? Did you know that I don't like hanging up when I'm talking to you because I love hearing your voice? ...and did you know that I'm still hurt, even though I really shouldn't be... I am...
BlackDarko · Mon Aug 15, 2011 @ 09:10am · 0 Comments |