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Chaotic Oblivion
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Posted: Wed Sep 29, 2004 @ 02:54pm

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	Welcome! Welcome to what I hope will be a nice place for my Pandagon and myself. If you have any questions or comments, please feel free to share them. Always Paper Dollz...

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Commented on: Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 04:46am


	June 29, Tuesday. I happened across a sale today for what is known as a Pandagon. After reading up on the creature, I decided I would like to have one as a pet and companion. According to the slight bit of information I could find on them, Pandagons are loyal and trustworthy companions with mystical powers. While it is known that they do posses these powers, the only powers that you can be certain of at this time is the ability to change their size as they wish, and they seem to have some healing powers. There are four different types, Ro, Au, Cee, and Aco. Each one of them having its own traits and abilities. They start out in the form of a card, and after a time, evolve (morph, transform, change) into their adult form. The card I obtained today is a Cee card. Cee Pandagons deal with emotional energy. The things we feel when we are excited or otherwise high. They are all female in gender though this doesn't matter because Pandagons do not 'breed' as such. The Cee Pandagon is furry with a long tail and two long antennae that make them somewhat empathic. They can be very moody and sometimes it may seem as if they have multiple personalities. The thing that intrigued me the most about Cee Pandagons, I believe, is the fact that they are empathic creatures and therefore can be affected by the things around them. I am curious to see if they can also 'have' an affect on things around them, if their empathy is at all telepathic in nature. If you would like to learn more about the Pandagons, or wish to obtain one for yourself, you can find them at the Pandagon Heart. I look forward to this experience, and hope you will join me and many others in our journey into the world of Pandagons. Always, Paper Dollz.

Commented on: Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 04:50am


	Paper Dollz July 6, Tuesday I recieved my precious Cee card today. This is what it looks like. <center></center>

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Commented on: Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 05:01am


	July 1, Thursday All is going well today. I don't have my Pandagon card yet, but I anxiously await the day when I shall be able to touch it and hold it. I believe Dazza is preparing them to go to their new homes. It must be a slightly traumatic experience being taken away from all of the things you know and brought to a new place with little or no familiarity. I haven't met very many of the other Pandagon companions, but I hope to soon. Dazza seems to be a genuinely nice person, which is probably why the Pandagons drew her to find them. I honestly believe she cares about the welfare of every single Pandagon, and will go to great pains to take good care of their needs. Currently, I am trying to make my place as ready for this unusual creature as I can. I am working to create a sanctuary of sorts for her here. I have also planted several fruit trees of differing varieties so that maybe one day I won't have to buy all of her foodstuffs. I wonder what types of food she will like other than fruits. I just can't wait to find out what she likes, and what she is like. Always, Paper Dollz

Commented on: Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 05:03am


	July 6, Tuesday After many days of waiting, I was finally able to pick her up today. I am so excited I could just scream. I won't though; I would hate to scare the poor dear, or worse. I will be placing her picture on the wall so anyone who stops by will be able to see her. Now that I have the precious card, I can spend time with it & will name her once she evolves. I wish I knew more about how to care for her. Perhaps my journal may be able to provide the knowledge I gain from this experience to future owners so they won't have to start out as lost and confused. I don't mind having to learn everything on my own. That is not what I am meaning at all. I am in fact, excited to begin the process of learning all I can about my Pandagon, and recording that information here. It would be nice though, to have a little better idea of what to expect. The we are in the meditation room. I spend a lot of time in here on a daily basis, so I felt this would be the best place for the little dear to get a feel for who I am. I dont necessarily only meditate here, this room is very soothing to me, and I often spend time here just being with my thoughts, or relaxing away from the day to day grind of life. I guess you could say it is more of a sanctuary, a safe haven. I have incense and candles burning, and music plays. The cd we are listening too is called 'She Changes'. I find that it helps me to find peace within. It brings me back to that place inside where everything is clean and fresh once more, and I can begin anew. I think this is a good way for me to introduce my little dear to me. I know that once she is here, she will be something of an empath; I'm not sure about now, while she is still in her card. If she can feel me or at least sense that I am here, I would like her to feel safe in that knowledge. I hope she will find this environment as relaxing and stimulating, as I. Always, Paper Dollz

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Commented on: Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 05:52am


	July 7, Wednesday I think I may have some interresting news to share, though I cannot be completely sure. You see, I don't know if it is possible. When I woke up this morning, it seemed as if my little card had moved. Now, I'm not saying it moved an extreem amount. Quite the opposite really. I believe it moved maybe half of an inch or roughly one centimeter. I happened to doze off while reading aloud from a book of poetry by Langston Hughes, I was introduced to his work when I was Twelve or Thirteen, and only recently discovered what his name was so I am in the process of absorbing as many of his works as I can. My card was in it's little nest, a velvet lined glass tarot case, beside me. I had lain my head down beside the nest, and continued to read as I grew increasingly tired and eventually fell asleep. Upon waking, I sat up and looked down at my card. Much to my suprise, it seemed as if the card had moved on it's own during the night. It seemed almost as if she (the card) were trying to see the poem I was reading, or perhaps to simply move closer to me. I know Langston Hughes' work tends to have a profound effect on me, though I am not sure why for most of his writings don't exactly apply to me. At least not in the assumed context. Is it possible that the Cee who will one day be evolving from my little card could feel these emotions, and saught to understand them or to comfort me even at this early stage in it's development? What could this possibly mean for my future? I believe I shall speak with Dazza to see if she knows of any other cards moving prior to the Pandagon evolving. Always, Paper Dollz

Commented on: Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 05:53am


	July 7, Wednesday (later the same day) I have just returned from speaking with Dazza, and she told me: Dazza Um.. they are cards... Thing of Playing cards, Pokemon Cards, Magic the gatthering cards, Yu-Gi-Oh cards... or even Tarot cards if you want O.o' They dont move... but they do have special meaning... maybe if you listen closely... grins So, I guess I am at least keeping her safe and confortable in a good place. I am beginning to have doubts as to how well I will be able to care for the Pandagon once she evolves, but I am trying hard not to let them show. It is very hard, however, to write those words and not feel a twinge of insecurity. I hope she cannot feel my anxiety, I would not be good to have her feel unwanted or unwelcome. The hour draws late, and I would like to get some more reading done before I turn in for the night. I hope the little dear likes Uncle Walt, or perhaps Dylan Thomas. Yes, I believe I am in the mood for a little Dylan Thomas. Always, Paper Dollz

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Commented on: Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 05:57am


	July 12, Monday I just had the most amazing extended weekend! After I wrote Wednesday, I packed our things and we went camping. Yep, that's right, camping! Roughly four days of nothing but us and nature. I tell you it was absolute heaven. We arrived at our chosen destination at dawn on Thursday morning, as it took a bit of driving to get there. Once I had us out of the car I set to hiking the undisclosed distance to my favorite place in all the world. I had quite a lovely time on the walk just conversing with my little card. I tell you, I cannot wait until it evolves and can interract with me in more ways! I can't quite put my finger on why, but I believe bringing the little card with me was one of the best decisions I've made. (Outside of purchasing the little dear in the first place) The air was so clean and crisp, the sky so blue, it was as if I was in a dream. Yet every morning, there it was, and there I was. I would take long walks into the late afternoon showing my Cee some of the interresting plants and animals that live in our wood, and then once we returned to camp, I would read aloud by firelight into the wee hours of the morning. I still think the card has been moving. In all honestly, I believe it more now than I did before I left. I am almost certain on several occations, it moved over the corse of this weekend. I'm not saying it has moved alot, only that I think it sometimes manages to move a centimeter or so. Usually less, but I honestly believe it does indeed move. It may just be wishfull thinking on part however, so I'm trying not to get my hopes up too much. I was considering going to the Pandagon Heart for a day or two, and observing some of the Pandagons. I'll write more later. Always, Paper Dollz

Commented on: Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 06:00am


	I cannot believe how lucky I am. My precious Cee card has evolved. She is so beautiful. We have decided her name is Shui. I can't wait until I am able to get her completed certificate from Dazza, the nice lady who runs the agency. I have a wonderful picture of Shui. Here, let me show you. Isn't she adorable! I am so phyched to find out more about her. We are going to a ballet later this evening, I feel she would enjoy it emensly. I am worried though, since she is somewhat empathic, that I will have to very carefully choose what kinds of things we do together. I would have for herto have to be drowning in other people's negativity. I really must be going for now, it is meditation time, and I certainly don't want to miss out on the wonderful new world opening up for me in that area now that Shui has evolved. I don't know if it is because I am so joyfull and at peace, or if it is some kind of effect Shui is having on me, but my meditation sessions have greatly improved. Always, Paper Dollz

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