*frownage*
Did I screw things up, again?
Lets hope not..
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To -you know who-,
Listen. Im sorry about how Ive been acting lately, with all the excuses and such. I just want you to know that the last thing I want to do is hurt you right now, and its like walking on eggshells. Im trying to stop being myself (self-centered, whiny, ditzy, stupid, etc) and more like the perfect girlfriend. I dont want you to be upset because of anything I do or Ive done. I want to make you happy, not the opposite! Im supposed to cheer you up, not make it worse! And Im trying, I really, really am! And Im sorry I wont do certain things, and if you think its a big deal, then you might have to find someone else for that, because no matter how happy I want to make you, I wont do something I really dont want to do. For very personal reasons. I would understand though. And I know you say it isnt a big deal, but it is to me! Because you always sound so disappointed when I say no...And I hate that! Its like I can literally hear my heart crack just a little...I care so much about you, but my stupid self always gets in the way of things! ...Forgive me..?
Demonic Duckie Don · Fri Mar 03, 2006 @ 02:41am · 0 Comments |