I don't understand what it is about me that makes me so emininently forgettable to other people, or whether they ignore me on purpose. I'm being forced to go back into halls next year as the 'friends' I was going to share a house with found a house with one too few rooms... and signed the contract without telling me. Gee, thanks, make my life hell for the next year why don't they. And people always say, 'oh yeah, I'm so sorry Cat, I thought we told you we were all going out last night...' and then I get a reputation for not wanting to go out, and therefore I don't get told. A vicious ******** circle.
It's Valentine's Day; means ******** nothing to me after I finally decided enough was enough with that egotistical b*****d that used to want to marry me and broke up with him last month. I'm so confused over him though; perhaps I should just break off from those thoughts now and get on with my life.
My thumb still hurts like hell where I grated the knuckle two days ago as well. The icing on the cake. At least it's my left hand, which means I can still do the MYRIAD tests that every lecturer has decided to dump on me.
I'm sorry for the rant, peoples, but every so often you have to get these things off your chest, and when you can't even talk to the people that used to be your ******** friends, where else can I write it?
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Edit: But I guess I love you guys. Thanks for the support. :3
Kel-chan · Tue Feb 14, 2006 @ 09:32am · 0 Comments |