Surgery happened, Endometriosis sucks, but its a fact of life. I am afraid every day I am going to wake up and be bed bound again. However, to be able to walk with generally no pain, to be able to run, to laugh, fucin liberating! I seriously cried when I was able to walk for the first time in over a month without pain after the surgery. Still in Ottawa, Volunteering and going to school, soon to add a job on top of that again. Cheers for the chronic burnout! Quit smoking End of November, sucks smelling that s**t now, makes me ill. Umm, Recently found out my lil jj died no one told me and I missed his funeral. Really upset about that. He was a good guy, and I woulda gone around the world a million times for that jerkface. All he ever had to do was ask.
Things kinda suck in Ottawa, the absence of friends is poop, and those who are my friends want in my pants. (not sayin that's bad, I'd jump me too. However, when needing a friend, and having people eyeball the zipper to your pants, you wanna smack them.) Relationships seem to be for retards, Until I can find someone who can match my spunk, I'm not going to settle.
Oh Cj is now An anti-matter of V.P. freakin whore. My 22nd birthday is comin up in April, another birthday spent alone getting drunk at the highlander ohhh yeah.
Things are falling apart perfectly, loosing people I thought would stay with me thick and thin, family loosing face, and people telling me things that make me feel less ashamed. I feel like I'm finding myself again. I don't use this account anymore since surgery, I use Lithium Azalea now. Debating whether to continue hairstyling, or just start saving up for nursing again.
Yup the random last update of this account.
By the by, I wont let you rest well lil jj cuz I'm selfish like that.
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