Haha...hopefully that has caught some eyes of my readers...No I am not a whore its just my mind is always in the gutter, and I might aswell express it.
Well we've been out since the 17th so its fun. I like being out for once I can rest and catch up on some rightfully earned sleep. I hate christmas at times especially this upcoming Christmas. Why? well once upon a time I was the only Grandchild ((I'm gonna be mean and exclude my sister XD)) and I never got left out....so I was 'special' well supposely. Well then came around my cousin (( we're only 9 months apart)) nothing big. THEN unexpectant and unwelcomely my brothers came around ((they're forsale 5 bucks for both 2.50 seperate)) and then my cousin Abbi. As the years went by I started to become left out. Yes thats right left out. My grandparents begin ignoring me on christmas, after I turned nine years of age. They never came to any of my recitals ((dance.)) and they still dont come up to see my siblings and I. Even my own parents forgot about me on christmas. ((several birthdays aswell)) When everyone comes up and starts exchanging gifts for one anouther my grandma will always say to me. "Sorry boy," ((my grandparents called me that because I was suppose to been a boy and I have boy-ish tendency and I do alot of boy stuff)) "we didnt have the money to buy you anything because we spent most of it on your cousin and siblings" which always made me sad, and it still does today. Though I am not the only one in my household that gets 'excluded' my sister does aswell. So every christmas we will go in the kitchen and talk or we will leave the house for then our feelings wont get hurt as bad. that is the reason why I hate christmas. I know I sound like a 5 years of age child but once you walk in a mile in my shoes you would understand where I'm coming from. stare Any way some happy news whee I passed my graduate driver license course which means I get to keep my license. Unless I screw up and get pulled over by state trooper or I hit a pedestrian.....If I hit a pedestrian I am gonna elude the cops and drive my way to MEXICO...no Canada I can get legal weed and then I can send it to my weed smoking buddys ((examples Alex, Brooke, James, Daniel, Will, ect ect. I dont smoke weed but it would be fun to give it as presents for christmas.)) I'm gonna starve on christmas because my mom is cooking agian.. *gag gag* she cant cook worth dime, Bret, Patrick, Ryan, Ashley, and many, many more.
MERRY CHRISTMAS kiyu.
Kiyu Yuitori · Thu Dec 22, 2005 @ 01:43am · 0 Comments |