i just read the old journal entries i posted, and my goodness i was dramatic :] now its two years later, and ive learned to look at all those things from a different perspective. now my issue is....im bored haha and i think im getting a cough, uh oh. hha. oh yeah, and one of the brackets from my braces is slicing open the inside of my lip, ouch, but thats ok, im going to go do something really stupid now..though im not sure what :]