FINALLY, the door opens and I check in and all that jazz. Then I waited, which is OH so much fun after rolling out of bed twenty minutes earlier on winter break. Eight in the morning is really damn early for me, especially when I didn't fall asleep until six and had to wake up an hour and a half later. Insomnia sucks. Oh, and I've been sleeping on my couch. My room makes me want to vomit at the moment.
Back to the dentist. I'm in their chair, and they've got me laid out like ******** FRANKENSTEIN, and I made noises like him too. Every time they'd ask me a question (after they numbed my mouth with a NEEDLE), I had to pause the music, mumble, "Can you repeat that?" and then answer in another mumble/gurgle type pity noise. But the worst part was that I could hear the stupid whirring of the instruments over my music, and I had a panic attack for multiple reasons:
- o1. There were four people standing over me, and I am very claustrophobic
o2. I hate loud noises, and if I can hear it over Emilie Autumn's Syringe, it's a loud noise
o3. I couldn't move
o4. I felt like I was choking.
So they had to stop while I took my anxiety medication (I asked them to just put me under), and then I was back on my death slab. An hour later with a numb mouth and sore jaw, I was driving home, where I proceeded to collapse in front of my PS3 with Sonic Unleashed until about twenty minutes ago, when I decided to stop being a lazy a** and go reply to my roleplays on Gaia. I also need to work on my musical...s**t.
And water polo practice is about to KILL/RAPE/PILLAGE/MURDER the rest of my Christmas vacation. WHO THE ******** HAS PRACTICE DURING BREAK, AND THEN THREE GAMES THE WEEK WE GET BACK!?!?!?!?!?!?!!? ******** THAT. God, I'm pissed.
So, now that I've gotten that out of my system, I'm going to go listen to music and attempt to fall asleep.
Feeling: STRESSED burning_eyes
What I'm listening to: Gives You Hell by The All American Rejects
What I'm Reading: Freak Show by James St. James
What I'm Watching: The Princess Bride
What I'm listening to: Gives You Hell by The All American Rejects
What I'm Reading: Freak Show by James St. James
What I'm Watching: The Princess Bride
