Man, now days it is really boring. nothing much to do online besides look up on non-updated fanfics and non-updated manga chapters. Or maybe even episodes of dramas that you have already finished.
I just wish that there is something more that we could do online while you wait for your friends to go on or maybe even when you're waiting for a family member that is close to you come home.
Everyday life is just so boring it makes you not want to do anything. Especially if you are off or on a 4-day weekend, just nothing do to cause your friends are too busy to play or have to do something with the family. I need a better hobby than folding stars, Origami or word puzzle books.
I need new friends that listen to me more often or get to know me better than they already know me. Even if they think that they truly know me, well guess what guys, you don't even know the other half. If you ever bothered to get to know me better than maybe you wouldn't go on about something that I don't read or watch and mostly ignore me. If you knew me better then you would know that that hurts me a lot. Me and one other has been betrayed enough so that we don't really want to get too close but I still try and I still sometimes get my feeling hurt.
You will never know how people truly feel if you don't try and get them closer so you know them hopefully better. If you ever loosen your grip on them, they will slowly escape you and you will never get to know the real them.
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I finally got around to reading your journal. Suppose this is your first entry?
Anywho, boredom. That's not the first. Maybe it's boredom and maybe it's just that you're not inspired to do anything.
Well, gee, when I was reading this, I thought to myself, "With such a house full of many things, how can she be so bored?" and then I read the part about being bored because you're waiting for your family member/s to come home.
It seems time goes by slowly, and that usually gets the best of us. For me, if time is too slow, I make it fast by eating. Not a very good idea, so I turned to cleaning my room. When I got real good, I tried cleaning the house, and it felt really good because I was cleaning and got some excercise. Plus that donut or candy I ate afterwards was worth it in the end [for a job well done].
Maybe you should try it. I know it doesn't sound so interesting because you're not me, but it's a suggestion. Plus time goes by especially fast when you're listening to music while cleaning the house.
If you try to put it into perspective, cleaning the house isn't that bad if you get to have your favorite music playing throughout the house/your room.
Good luck!
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