Talked to Nick last night. Was the greatest. I truly miss him. I would give anything to have him back. Anyway, today at work. I forgot he was gone. I thought to myself just before closing "OH! I can stop and get Nick some cookies, vodka, and a monster! He will love it." And then it hit me as the thought finished running through my brain. He isn't going to be there when I get home.. crying In fact he may never be there again.. I don't know if I can handle that. I really want him back.Maybe I am getting my hopes up way to high in that he will be back. Maybe I am being foolish. cry He is supposed to call me tonight, he promised. I hope he calls.
I just want to see him again. Hold him and know he is mine again.. He is my husband. Until the end of time. heart
Her Sweet Kitten · Thu Nov 20, 2008 @ 04:34am · 0 Comments |